Which person among you, who has a hundred sheep and loses one of them, will not leave the ninety nine in the wilderness and go after the one who is lost, until you find it? Luke 15.4
We have talked about those people who employ God’s love to run away from religion and afterwards smile all the time. But there are others who don’t smile.
There are never many. Jesus gives an illustrative expression in the parable where he talks about the one and the ninety nine.
Listen here, you lonely, fearful, wandering soul: Jesus loves you.
No, he doesn’t love me, you say. He’s mad at me. And rightly so! I have never done anything but sin against him.
Yeah, you’re right. If you look back on what you’ve done, you’ve got no hope. But all those things that you’ve done Jesus took upon himself. “He was wounded for our transgressions, crushed for our misdeeds, the punishment lay on him, so that we should have peace.”
That’s how He loves you.
In the same way, he’s worried about you when you run away. He’s been looking for you day and night. Haven’t you heard him calling?
Yes, yes you have. That’s why you’ve become ill at ease. That’s when your sins started to get so heavy.
But what do I do to find my way to God? you ask.
You don’t. And God hasn’t asked you to either. He’s the one who’s been looking for you. And now He’s found you. Now all He asks is that you hold still and He’ll put you on His shoulders and carry you home.
That’s what it means to repent.
Adapted from Hallesby, Ole. Daglig Fornyelse: Andaktsbok for Hjemmet. Translated by Kristofer Coffman. Oslo: Lutherstiftelsens Forlag, 1951, 177.